Spread too thin

brick wall
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For many months, and in some cases years, I have bemoaned and complained about my lack of focus and drive and productivity. I can feel the push to create and share but at times, it seems stifled. What is causing this blockage, this breakdown, in the flow of my mind and heart?

Romans 8:28 tells us, “And we know that in all things God works for the good of those who love him, who have been called according to his purpose.”

I thinking I am spreading myself too thin, because I am jumping from thing to thing to thing…looking for what I want, or in an extremely self-delusional way, what I think I need. I am going to spend this next year in a journey of self-discovery. I am not looking for what I want or need. I am going to look for what God wants and, without the added sense of ego what needs from me.

I have been called “according to His purpose” (emphasis and edit mine) and not my own. It should be about Him and not about me. It is my calling, but it is not my message. We confuse the fact that because the message is shared with us that we think we own it. It is simply not true. The message, the truth, the calling, the vision, the direction, they all belong to God and He through His grace shares it with us.

God, make me into what you want me to be!

Soli Deo Gloria!

Walking in His "Majestic" Presence: Week 5

Note to reader: This is a single part of a multi-sectioned devotional series surrounding the transMission album, “Majestic.”  All of the devotionals will be filed under the category marked “Walking in His ‘Majestic’ Presence.”

Before we get started, I need to do a shameless plug for the album that these devotionals are based on.  It is now available on CD baby here.  I have not been asked to endorse it and receive no compensation for mentioning it, but it is really an amazing album!  Support the work and ministry of The Salvation Army by buying one today!

You Can’t Steer a Parked Car

Play track 5 of “Majestic” entitled “Go.”  You can stream it live here.
Can anyone remember their first experience driving?  The feel of the steering wheel and the roar of the engine (I was in a mini-van, so it was more of a purr) were intoxicating.  I knew at that instant that my world had been changed.  My boundaries had been expanded.  I could go further.  Do more!  See more!  It was my first taste of true freedom!
And, oh, was I careful in those days!  I checked the tires, the mirrors, the seat belt, the gas tank, the turn signals!  I had my hands at “10 and 2.”  You know what I am talking about!  I was ready to take on the world!  I adjusted my mirrors one last time.  I check my hand position.  I looked both ways.  I smoothly accelerated the car and… Nothing!  The car revved up!  I went nowhere!  I rechecked the gauges.  I made sure that I had fuel in the tank.  I was perfectly positioned to drive.  I touched the accelerator and engine responded, but nothing!  Yes, you guessed it.  I still had it in “park.”  Stupid letter if you ask me!
In Matthew 14:22-33, we find the disciples have already launched out from the shore and are a good distance away.  The boat began to have trouble.  Scripture says that Jesus “came toward them, walking on the water” (vs. 25).  Not only did He simply walk out on the water, but He did it at 3am!  I can’t navigate my own house at 3am, much less walk on water!  I usually save that until after I have had some caffeine.  We see that the disciples were “terrified” (v. 26).  They thought He was a ghost!
After Jesus talks to them and calms them down, Peter calls out, “Lord, if it’s really you, tell me to come to you, walking on the water” (v. 28).  And, we have heard many stories about Peter trying, failing, trying, succeeding!  We know we are supposed to keep our eyes on Jesus!  I am not thinking about Peter today!  I want to know about the rest of the disciples.
Peter was not alone on the boat and, yet, he was the only one who got out of the boat!  Let me share the description of one of my favorite books:
Out on the risky waters of faith, Jesus is waiting to meet you in ways that will change you forever, deepening your character and your trust in God. The experience is terrifying. It’s thrilling beyond belief. It’s everything you’d expect of someone worthy to be called Lord. The choice is yours to know him as only a water-walker can, aligning yourself with God’s purpose for your life in the process. There’s just one requirement: If You Want to Walk on Water, You’ve Got to Get Out of the Boat.
There may be many reason why we do not want to get out of the boat.  Maybe, we are too busy preparing to go that we don’t go!  Maybe, we fear the unknown!  Maybe, we are concerned about what other people might think or say about us!  Maybe, we have never done it like this before!
If we want to GO and “tell every soul, the lost and the dying that He is alive and we have hope”, then we have to get out of the boat.  We have to move our car out of park, and into drive.
If we want to GO and we really believe that this “is the time weʼve been created for”
and that “itʼs time we do whatʼs written in Godʼs word”, then we have to get out of the boat.  We have to move our car out of park, and into drive.
We need to “get up and GO!”
“Don’t be afraid,” he said. “Take courage. I am here!” (v. 27)
Soli Deo Gloria!

Walking in His “Majestic” Presence: Week 5

Note to reader: This is a single part of a multi-sectioned devotional series surrounding the transMission album, “Majestic.”  All of the devotionals will be filed under the category marked “Walking in His ‘Majestic’ Presence.”

Before we get started, I need to do a shameless plug for the album that these devotionals are based on.  It is now available on CD baby here.  I have not been asked to endorse it and receive no compensation for mentioning it, but it is really an amazing album!  Support the work and ministry of The Salvation Army by buying one today!

You Can’t Steer a Parked Car

Play track 5 of “Majestic” entitled “Go.”  You can stream it live here.
Can anyone remember their first experience driving?  The feel of the steering wheel and the roar of the engine (I was in a mini-van, so it was more of a purr) were intoxicating.  I knew at that instant that my world had been changed.  My boundaries had been expanded.  I could go further.  Do more!  See more!  It was my first taste of true freedom!
And, oh, was I careful in those days!  I checked the tires, the mirrors, the seat belt, the gas tank, the turn signals!  I had my hands at “10 and 2.”  You know what I am talking about!  I was ready to take on the world!  I adjusted my mirrors one last time.  I check my hand position.  I looked both ways.  I smoothly accelerated the car and… Nothing!  The car revved up!  I went nowhere!  I rechecked the gauges.  I made sure that I had fuel in the tank.  I was perfectly positioned to drive.  I touched the accelerator and engine responded, but nothing!  Yes, you guessed it.  I still had it in “park.”  Stupid letter if you ask me!
In Matthew 14:22-33, we find the disciples have already launched out from the shore and are a good distance away.  The boat began to have trouble.  Scripture says that Jesus “came toward them, walking on the water” (vs. 25).  Not only did He simply walk out on the water, but He did it at 3am!  I can’t navigate my own house at 3am, much less walk on water!  I usually save that until after I have had some caffeine.  We see that the disciples were “terrified” (v. 26).  They thought He was a ghost!
After Jesus talks to them and calms them down, Peter calls out, “Lord, if it’s really you, tell me to come to you, walking on the water” (v. 28).  And, we have heard many stories about Peter trying, failing, trying, succeeding!  We know we are supposed to keep our eyes on Jesus!  I am not thinking about Peter today!  I want to know about the rest of the disciples.
Peter was not alone on the boat and, yet, he was the only one who got out of the boat!  Let me share the description of one of my favorite books:
Out on the risky waters of faith, Jesus is waiting to meet you in ways that will change you forever, deepening your character and your trust in God. The experience is terrifying. It’s thrilling beyond belief. It’s everything you’d expect of someone worthy to be called Lord. The choice is yours to know him as only a water-walker can, aligning yourself with God’s purpose for your life in the process. There’s just one requirement: If You Want to Walk on Water, You’ve Got to Get Out of the Boat.
There may be many reason why we do not want to get out of the boat.  Maybe, we are too busy preparing to go that we don’t go!  Maybe, we fear the unknown!  Maybe, we are concerned about what other people might think or say about us!  Maybe, we have never done it like this before!
If we want to GO and “tell every soul, the lost and the dying that He is alive and we have hope”, then we have to get out of the boat.  We have to move our car out of park, and into drive.
If we want to GO and we really believe that this “is the time weʼve been created for”
and that “itʼs time we do whatʼs written in Godʼs word”, then we have to get out of the boat.  We have to move our car out of park, and into drive.
We need to “get up and GO!”
“Don’t be afraid,” he said. “Take courage. I am here!” (v. 27)
Soli Deo Gloria!